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A Nation in Mourning – Part III (conclusion)

March 25, 2015
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Today’s daily dose of emuna is dedicated to Klal Yisrael – a special prayer that we all unite, wipe away the baseless hatred and pettiness which divides us.  May we heed the Heavenly message and love one another through joy and not only through sorrow, Amen.

This is a moment where our entire nation is being tested on how loyal we are to Hashem and how humbled we stand in the face of such harsh decrees. Will we assume the responsibility that every one of us has since we are a nation who is accountable for one another by fault and action? Will we tidy up our act and clean out our chometz? Or will we chas v’Shalom be brought down to our lowliness, retreat within ourselves and grow in anger over not being able to comprehend.

The pain is divinely planned, yet how we handle it is our moral free choice. The only way to make our way through the immense unbearable pain is to be enveloped by the knowledge that there is a bigger plan. As said in the beginning of this article no answer would make us a better people or serve to make us more moral and compassionate.

We must mourn and be wounded by our tears. There is not a pill in the world that will wipe this shocking ache away. Now we can understand Moshe Rabbeinu ztk’l when he asked Hashem, ‘Ad matai?’ We are entering the final stages of this journey of exile; so close yet so far. B’nai Yisrael felt the same just before they left Mitzrayim. Hashem’s response comforted Moshe then and B’H has the power to console us now, the attribute of justice, Elokim, is but another aspect of Hashem’s compassion, Hashem, as is written in Shemot (5:22), ‘And Elokim spoke to Moshe and said to him, ‘I am Hashem’.’

The pain is part of the redemption process; the confusion ultimately leads to clarity. If we remain silent and allow ourselves to cry over our loss, we will eventually hear the soul’s plea guiding us to where we need to go.

A Nation in Mourning – Part II

March 24, 2015
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Today’s daily dose of emuna is dedicated to the refuah shleimah of the mother and daughter Gila bat Francis and Tzipporah bat Gila who were critically injured in this past Shabbat’s fire in Brooklyn. May Hashem send them a complete healing b’riut hanefesh v’briut haguf among all of Klal Yisrael who are sick and suffering b’karov, b’rachamim, Amen.

The Jewish soul understands and accepts, nonetheless still mourns. The mourner sits on a low chair and is encouraged to focus on the spiritual side of life; to take the bitterness and rebuild. We see destruction with the same eye that focuses on transformation. The Jew is commissioned to work towards rebuilding Jerusalem with all of its spiritual counterparts that symbolize the wholeness of the human spirit. That is our personal and national consolation and comfort. We are broken-hearted nevertheless still move forward and look to heal.

I can’t help but feel eerie over the thought that this tragedy comes on Shabbat Vayikra the parsha that elaborates on the korbanot in the Mishkan. This inexplicableness is quadrupled when you look at the date of Rosh Chodesh and learn that it is the yahrtzeit of Nadav and Avihu ztk’l – “And Aharon was silent… “(Vayikra 10:3). In the attitude of silence the soul finds the path in a clearer light, and what is elusive and deceptive resolves itself into crystal clearness. Our life is a long and arduous quest after Truth. Our inner cry should not lead us to question but in due time to restore the damage and build a life filled with more compassion, unity and love of one another. This is what naturally pours out of us after experiencing such a tragedy and this is what we must hold on to even when life returns somewhat to normalcy. (the conclusion tomorrow)

A Nation in Mourning – Part I

March 23, 2015
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Today’s daily dose of emuna is dedicated in loving memory of our seven beautiful neshamot who passed from this world this Shabbat.  The pain is immense and words cannot describe. We must mourn for the loss and step up to the holy task we have been commissioned to do.  May the zechut of our teshuva serve to elevate the neshamot of these precious angels and envelop the family with strength, emuna and clarity.  May it serve as a refuah shleimah for the Mother Avigail bat Tzipporah and the daughter Tzipporah bat Avigail among all of Klal Yisrael who are sick and suffering b’karov, b’rachamim, Amen.

Today we are a nation in mourning; there is no running away from this reality. We are called the ‘Tylenol’ generation – living at a time where we wish to remove all discomfort and pain, NOW. Yet an inescapable part of life is the unexplained tragedies that leave us broken and confused. We are driven to ask ‘why’… but would any answer suffice? So long as we dwell in this lowly world and live with a tremendous sense of distance from our Father in Heaven, our minds and hearts can never be consoled by any ‘logical’ explanation… ever. Asking ‘why’ is questioning the unquestionable and seeking to answer the unanswerable. To ask ‘why’ is destructive since it suggests we are innocent and feel the decree is unfair. Yet our measuring barometer is calibrated only to this world and doesn’t take into account other Heavenly spheres and events.

The fact that we even ask ‘why’ testifies that we believe that there is order, there is justice and there is meaning. Pain and tragedy trips our understanding. We are desperate to understand since greater comprehension enhances our sense of belonging – confusion makes us feel like a stranger in this world. Yet we must realize that living in this world cannot help but leave many questions unanswered – most suffering is a mystery to us mortal beings. All we can do is extract lessons; we cannot demand justification. ‘Why’ in Hebrew is Lama, yet with a slight change in accent we can read it as L’ma, for what. The Jewish approach to hardship is ‘Where do I go from here?’ and ‘How can I return to my original place from which I have strayed?’

The Place the Jewish People Call Home

March 19, 2015
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Today’s daily dose of emuna is dedicated to the refuah shleimah of Chaviva Sarah bat Ahuva Tsivia. May Hashem shower her with a complete healing refuat hanefesh v’refuat haguf among all of Klal Yisrael who are sick and suffering b’rachamim, b’mheira, Amen.

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Exile defines a state of being away from one’s homeland; distant from one’s natural habitat. A person in exile feels they are distant from realizing their goals; unable to fulfill their potential and live up to their mission. Ultimately, this can result in a sense of emptiness, sadness and personal alienation. This is the environment in which the Jewish people currently reside.

The media attempts to ‘sell’ us happiness by depicting our lives as lacking and incomplete. They promise us smiles and fun, yet our inner vessels are left empty. The Jewish soul is always searching, flickering as the wick of the candle, yearning and craving to elevate back to its Divine source. We feed it chocolate, vacations and other materialistic ‘toys’ and wonder, “What is it that I am still missing in my life?” Not matter how sweet a chocolate soufflé is (yes, they are fantastically yummy!), it does not appease a weary soul’s appetite.

Freedom is the ideal state to live in – a state of being absolutely connected down to the deepest core of our being. Genuine freedom is not defined as the ability for the body to run wild and act on its every whim, since that too is slavery; being enslaved to one’s bodily lusts at no end. The body never has enough it always wants to be fed more. Additionally the joy is short-lived and leaves a person with frustration over not having been given all it demands.

By contrast, the soul knows contentment and leaves in its track a deep sense of joy when it is properly fed. The longing remains however the person is enveloped with tremendous inner composure, tranquility and calm. The Jewish soul pleads within us to return her back to her homeland; an environment of Torah, mitzvot and good deeds.

That is personal redemption and the expression of true freedom. Torah is our great consolation and our personal GPS that guides us back to our soul and to our natural surrounding.  The place the Jewish people call home.

Adar: Hashem Lives With Us

March 16, 2015
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Today’s daily dose of emuna is dedicated to the refuah shleimah of Daniella Chana bat Sara. May Hashem send her a complete healing, refuat hanefesh v’refuat haguf among all of Klal Yisrael who are sick and suffering b’karov, b’rachamim, Amen.

The month of Adar is filled with the idea of serving Hashem from a state of utter joy and bliss. We read the Megillah and see it as the story of our lives; Hashem is everywhere, even if we don’t readily notice. That gives us solace and is comforting. Knowing that Hashem is with us always, even when unseen is the source of immense joy.

From here we tread into the month of Chodesh Nissan, a month infused with great revealed miracles. Nissan is spelled with two ‘nun’s’. The letter ‘nun’ represents the 50 gates of wisdom, the ability to delve into Torah knowledge and be enveloped with Hashem intimate presence. There is double opportunity to experience nissim (miracles) in the merit of the joyful level that we B’H were able to attain this month Chodesh Adar.

Adar is spelled ‘alef’ and ‘dar’. The letter alef signifies Alufo Shel Olam, Master of the Universe Who lives (dar) with us always. This is the birthing point of any redemption; personal and collective. Hashem ‘lives’ with us then and now; whether hidden or revealed.

If we truly want to experience full-fledged redemption in our lives, first we must be happy by virtue of knowing that although often camouflaged, we are being Divinely embraced all moments of our lives. As the physical climate is changing to spring (in most parts of the world) and the flowers are blooming so too should we spiritually and emotionally blossom with hope and anticipation for the soon to be revealed geulah b’mheira, b’rachamim, Amen.

True Freedom

March 12, 2015
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Today, the 21 of Adar is the yahrtzeit of the Holy Noam Elimelech of Lizhensk Poland ztk’l, the prime disciple of Maggid of Mezritch, the student of the holy Ba’al Shem Tov HaKadosh. On one occasion Rabbi Elimelech and Reb Zushya ztk’l (his brother) were staying at an inn. Each night non-Jewish peasants would enter their room and jestingly beat the one who lay nearest the fireside, Reb Zushya. One night, Rabbi Elimelech offered to change places with his brother so that he could take the beatings instead. Suggesting that Reb Zushya had suffered enough of this “Divine admonishment” the agreement was made and Rabbi Elimelech lay next to the fire instead. That night, the common gentiles again entered to begin their jest. This time, however, one of them said that the one by the fire had taken his fair share of the treatment, and now it would be better to jest with the other one! Again Reb Zushya took the beatings. Afterwards, he told his brother that whatever is decided in Heaven transpires! May the zechut of the tzaddik serve as an advocate on behalf of Klal Yisrael and may we be zoche to emulate the ways of our righteous, Amen.

True freedom is a continuous pursuit of liberation – opposite of bondage – in everyday life. And what bondage does mankind experience in our day and time? The burden of the body’s desires that topple the soul’s call. There are 613 desires in us that we must correct one at a time, each desire with all of its parts. This is achieved through the study of Torah and adherence to Hashem’s mitzvot.

During the time of the korbanot which will be read in the coming parshiot, we learn how the offerings elevated the Jewish soul. The korbanot come to teach us how to correct our ‘nature’ and reveal our G-dliness. When we surrender our selfish desires and in place bestow kindness to others we essentially offer a korban to Hashem.

Unfortunately, when we fail to transform our animalistic drives, they cause us problems; the desires become negative forces in our lives. Letting ourselves be governed by these forces bring us much suffering and hardship. As we neglect to rise above our bodily impulses we are ‘forced’ to confront them through more difficult Divinely dictated ways. With each challenge overcome, more and more of our egotistic tendencies dissipate. As a result we connect more to our brethren and draw closer to Hashem.

We cannot bring korbanot to Hashem as of yet – B’sD soon! – However we can make a conscious exerted effort to free ourselves of our selfish desires and heed the calling of our soul. There is no better place for the Jew to be. And be reassured; it is nothing less than living a life of utter bliss.

Tefillah in Galut

March 11, 2015
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Today’s daily dose of emuna is dedicated as a Mazal Tov to our sweet grandson Eliya on occasion of his 4th birthday. May he grow from strength to strength and fulfill a life decorated with Torah, mitzvot and Ma’asim Tovim. May his parents see nachat and abundance of bracha always, Amen.

How does tefillah assist us in our state of exile? Freedom being the opposite state of exile is defined as a state whereby one is welcome to express himself and live in his natural state, unrestricted by external forces that come to limit him.  Some may argue that on Pesach we indeed left Egypt, a state of enslavement by the Egyptian oppressors, but entered a life of servitude to Hashem.  Certainly this is more preferable yet even so, isn’t freedom an absence of all limitations on mankind; physical, emotional, moral and spiritual?

Freedom as described by Chazal entails a life filled with meaning; being able to live a life with purpose.  The harsh reality of the Jewish people in Egypt was their subjection to futile hard back-breaking labor which served no purpose, just for the sake of breaking their spirit.  Living a life where work is not seen as a means to an end but is its own goal essentially is slavery by modern day definition. In simple terms, committing our lives to search material achievement and power is far from living a life of freedom.

How downcast is the Jewish soul who is forced to live a life of galut within galut; not only prevented from expressing its true desires but being forced to surrender itself to short-lived pursuits which are finite and pointless.  Not viewing work as part and parcel to that which we must do in order to fulfill our spiritual task in this world, but involving ourselves in the material for its own sake and gain.  Fundamentally the road to freedom is adorned with the questions ‘Who am I’ and ‘Why am I here?’ and the pursuit to fulfill their answers.

When we turn to Hashem in tefillah we in effect are doing the same; withdrawing ourselves from exile and entering into the spiritual realm of geulah. We are reminded of our individual and collective holy mission and readjust our reality to pursue it.

Unnatural

March 10, 2015
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In our day tefillah gives voice to our inner desire, although sometimes hidden, for galut to end and for us to be uplifted to our natural state of geulah.   We accept the decree that we must currently remain in exile and although extremely painful we subjugate our will to Hashem’s will that this is where we need to be. Yet with that, we may still contest His will and pursue every path possible to connect to Him through exile.  Galut is intended to ‘squeeze’ out of the Jewish people something that would be unattainable by any other means; consciousness of the Jewish soul.

We are meant to feel alienated and yearn to return to our ‘natural’ state of Oneness with Hashem.  These coming weeks we will exert great effort to gain a sense of freedom from this current state of exile and strive to personally experience redemption from Egypt.  Thus it is essential that we delve into the meaning of where we are coming from and where we are heading!

In exile the Jewish people are denoted as ‘temporary wanderers’ not as dwellers as the children of Esav are referred to.  We are defined as living a life deprived of its pride. We are a nation among 70 mighty nations.

The galut affects every Jewish soul and diminishes Hashem’s Oneness as it is taught by Rabbi Akiva ztk’l, ‘in every place where Israel was exiled the Shechinah was exiled with them.’  So what positive benefit is attained when Ahm Yisrael is in exile?  Chazal teach that it is precisely while in exile we are given an opportunity to proclaim our Emuna, our loyalty and faithfulness to Hashem, by continuing to adhere to the holy Torah in spite of being persecuted.

Until When?

March 9, 2015
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Galut.  We keep hearing it. The sense of despondency persists. Oy, what are we to do?  Until when Hashem?  Until when?

“Because of our sins we were exiled from our land and driven from our soil…” are the words we recite in the Mussaf prayer. It is more than just a physical expulsion rather a disconnect from the penetrable channels to Hashem.  We are now in limited mode as to how much we can feel Hashem’s tangible presence.  This is galut, a state of disconnect. So what now? How do we weave the broken tapestry so we can cherish the wholesomeness of our life’s picture?

For one thing, don’t get out of Hashem’s house!  The Talmud Pesachim (86b) teaches that if the Host demands that His guests get out of His house we are not to fulfill His instruction to do so?!  Hashem being The Host of this world and us, the Jewish people, being the guests in His Home, we are not to accept when He banishes us from His presence.  Rather we are to pursue and never relent in our efforts to come close to Him!!

The pathways are kept open for those of us who wish to fight our way back to an intimate relationship with Hashem.  We are never to cease struggling; this is our choice and one that Hashem ‘yearns’ for.  We are left with one way, loaded with spiritual ammunition, to achieve this cause; Tefilla! More tomorrow.

Our Ongoing Story …

March 3, 2015
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Today’s daily dose of emuna is dedicated to the refuah shleimah of Rafael Yaakov ben Chedva Fraidel-a chosson who collapsed on his Shabbos Sheva Brochos in Eretz Yisroel unconsious after having two difficult operations in his head. Oy, Hashem in the zechut of Purim and Your endless love of Klal Yisrael please shower this beautiful neshama with a complete healing b’riut hanefesh v’b’riut haguf among all of Klal Yisrael who are sick and suffering b’karov, b’rachamim, Amen.

I have already collected some money to give to 3 separate families on Purim day here in Israel. If you wish to contribute to this amazing mitzvah to these families who I know are in dire need, no matter how big or small, please do so indicating that this should be used for them, Matanot l’Evyonim. Tizku’ l’mitzvot.  

 

Please visit our Purim page HERE for special spiritual insights into the Ta’anit and Purim. Don’t miss reading it, it’ll change your Purim only for the good. May we all experience Na’afoch Hu a turnaround of bitterness into sweetness, of difficulties into springboards to closeness to Hashem and seeing nature as the hand of Hashem, Amen.  

The daily dose is on break until next week… Have a happy pappy fun filled, jumpy, exciting and loving Purim!  Looking forward to dancing with all of you special ladies in the women’s section of the Beit HaMikdash soooooooooon !!!!

The Chag of Purim comes to teach us the way Hashem interacts with our personal and collective lives. There is a halacha that the Megillah must be read in its order. The sequence of events is crucial since on their own each event may appear to be insignificant and short of a miracle, yet when carefully connected together they tell an entirely different story. In fact this is one of the reasons the Megillah is read from a scroll. This way we come to recognize each part of the ongoing story as part of one ongoing happening. We can see how it all fits together.
In fact the Ba’al Koreh, the one who reads the Megillah, should read it all at once with very few breaks between the verses since each part is a link in the chain; it all leads to the redemption of Klal Yisrael. We are to have in mind during the reading of the Megillah that we are hearing miracle upon miracle and should appreciate that they are all hidden miracles, but nonetheless miraculous in their nature.
In fact that is why we don’t recite the formal tefillah of Hallel. Rav Hutner ztk’l explains that because the miracles are hidden so too through internalizing our amazement over Hashem’s Divine providence we praise Hashem on the inside while listening to its reading. The way we praise Hashem corresponds to the nature of the miracle.
Purim comes to teach us that even when there appears to be Hester Panim, a feeling of Hashem’s concealment, Hashem still performs great miracles for each and every one of us and saves us through hidden ways. The Megillah is the story of our lives where we need to look and seek out the connection and inter-relatedness of different events. It all fits perfectly together as one big picture ultimately leading to the perfection of our lives, B’H, b’Rachamim, Amen.
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